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God knows♦ I try,
But I ♥ Still lose
And I get ♠ Back to you,
These days run by ♣ But I still lose
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WOO! I'M 18!!!! [28 Jul 2006|10:53am]
ok so yeah ... if you didn't get that... IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!! WOOTWOOT!!!

don't have much planned.
having a big dinner with my aunt, uncle, cousin, grandparents, parents, sister and raf! thats gonna be interesting. lol. so yeah.

YAY ME! lol.

talk to ya'll later!
**hugz&kissez**
all my love and so much more,
~the 18 year old Lassie!~
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MySpace Survey [25 Jul 2006|02:38pm]
[ music | Iris --> Goo Goo Dolls ]

MySpace Top 5 )

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I'm This Girl... [25 Jul 2006|02:29pm]
[ music | Dance, Dance --> Fall Out Boy ]

I'm this girl )

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80 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered [25 Jul 2006|02:20pm]
These are just fun! )
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My school year was 62% WASTE OF MY TIME [25 Jul 2006|02:19pm]
School... a waste of time?? )
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[25 Jul 2006|01:17pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

waiting...

still waiting....

still waiting.....

waiting some more.......

**freaks out** whats taking them so long!!! i need them to respond!!!

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Taken from David! [25 Jul 2006|10:28am]
[ mood | tired ]

If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend,
boyfriend, ex-girlfriend, best friend, family member,or just a Person you love, repost this. to all of ur friends. DREAM For Love, For Joy, For Peace, For Strength, For Hope... NEVER LET GO!

HAHA De Chain Lettered

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Quizzes From Friends [24 Jul 2006|07:35pm]
[ music | These Words --> Natasha Beddingfield ]

From Paula )

From Andrea )

Love one From Andrea )

Chapters of my life )

Read more... )

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So it's official.... the world hates me [24 Jul 2006|12:24pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

ok so some may not know about the whole, me deciding not to go off to windsor next year to continue my studies in creative writing. well that was pretty much based on the fact that i screwed my exams up royally and i assumed that i wouldn't maintain my acceptance. well. i got my marks and the average i had i didnt expect to get the letter that i got today.

"Revised Offer Of Admissions"
Congratulations Sarah! You've been accepted into the BA[H}- English & Creative Writing Program. This is the last letter you will be recieving.

So basically i got rid of my going to university when i felt i did shit on my exams... but NOOOO after i finish the process of pulling out... i get a letter saying i can still go.

SHOOT ME PLEASE!!!

i've never been so angry at myself for not waiting. going to windsor was the one thing that i wanted more than anything to happen. then i got all stupid at exams and figured i fucked it up. i could be in the program i've dreamed about for years doing things that i absolutely love. it was going to be the best year of my life because i'd be volunteering and having the greatest people there with me. so yeah. i'm pretty pissed off.

talk to ya'll later!
**hugz&kissez**
lots of love and so much more,
~Lassie!~

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Random Thing [21 Jul 2006|07:05pm]
It just realized that my boyfriend and one of my exes have the same birthday... crazy. and yes... very random. lol
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5 Days Left!! [21 Jul 2006|05:39pm]
[ mood | good ]

Ok so hello all! lol. Yes this is a weird entry. I don't know why, it just is. Haha. Ok so I'm here. lol. Is it that obvious? haha. Anyways! So I just got off the phone with Raf! Yay! And guess what! He's home in 5 days. I can't wait. And also... I finally get to meet his mom! Yay! Meeting his mom isn't going to be the only first meeting. Raf is (or so he says) coming to dinner with me and my family for my birthday. So that means he meets my grandmother, my aunt, my uncle, my baby cousin, and the scariest (for me at least) my grandfather.

The reason why that is scary is because once your boyfriend meet my grandfather it means that its a "serious" relationship. My grandfather insists on meeting all the guys in his granddaughters lives and well... his approval is really the biggest thing. Like for example, my cousin Leigh-Anne had had a falling out with our family and we didn't talk for about 5 years. Then she met her husband Jason, and they were getting very serious and he proposed. And Leigh-Anne did say yes, but she knew that she wanted my grandfather to approve of him. Our grandfather's approval is a big deal for all of the girls in my family. And now I'm glad that I can do it now.

The other night my mother got a call from her sister. My Aunt Bonnie was at the hospital. She was there with my Aunt Linda, and my grandparents. My grandmother had a spell of vertigo and got pretty sick and had to go to the hospital. Now the thing is my grandfather didn't take it very well. He has problems with his blood pressure, and I realized that they won't be around forever. And believe me this was a realization that I didn't want to come to. It's also really scary thought because it means that my time with them is running out. I have always expected that my grandfather would be around when I got married and that he would walk me down the aisle. I know that it might be an unrealistic but it's been a thing that I've wanted for a long time. Mind you my life has changed and I'm probably not going to get married till I'm like mid twenties maybe, you know like after university. But consider the fact that I'm turning 18 in exactly one week. So yeah. My grandparents are 80. So I might not been having my dream come true. But I'll keep hoping.

Ok so I think I've rambled on enough in this entry. So I'll end it here. It's a pretty mix match entry. So don't try to follow it as a train of thought. lol.

Talk to ya'll later!
**hugz&kissez**
all my love and so much more,
~Lassie!~

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[20 Jul 2006|08:45pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Unfaithful --> Rihanna ]

Long Survey About Yourself
What time are you starting this?:8:28
Name?:Sarah
Nicknames?:Candy, Lassie, Krispy, Clumpy, etc
Date of birth?:July 28, 1988
Sex?:Female
Height?:5'4"
Eye color?:Gray
Where were you born?:Ottawa
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:1
Pets?:yup, a doggy
Hair color?:brown
Piercings?:my ears
Town you live in?:Kanata
Favorite foods?:Pasta and bread
Ever been to Africa?:nope
Been toilet papering?:nope
Love someone so much it made you cry?:yup
Been in a car accident?:yup
Croutons or bacon bits?:croutons
Favorite day of the week?:Friday
Favorite resturant?:Jack Astor's
Favorite flower?:Orange Rose
Favorite sport to watch?:Hockey
Favorite drink?:Non-alcoholic: Pepsi; Alcoholic: Mike's Hard Cranberry
Favorite ice cream flavor?:Mint Chocolate Chip
Warner Bros. or Disney?:Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?:Wendy's
Carpet color in your bedroom?:grey
How many times did you fail your driver's test?:twice
Whom did you get your last email from?:Shannon
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?:Le Chateau
What do you do most often when you are bored?:watch movies or read
Most annoying thing to say to me?:you decide
Bedtime?:don't have one
Favorite TV show?:Friends
Last person you went out to dinner with?::Amy
Been out of country?:yup
Believe in magick?:yup
Ford or Chevy?:Chevy
What are you listening to right now?:I'll Be Seeing You by Billie Holiday
Have you ever failed a grade?:nope
If you have, what grade did you fail?:
Do you have a crush on someone?:you could say I do, lol
Do you have a bf/gf?:yes
If so, what is their name?:Raf
How long have you been together?:just over a month
What are you wearing right now?:jeans and my SKETCH camp t-shirt
Would you have sex before marriage?:yup
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:nope
Are you a virgin?:....
Do you smoke?:nope
Do you drink?:yup
Are you ghetto?:haha no way
Are you a player?:no
What are your favorite colors?:red, blue, pink
What is your favorite animal?:horses
Do you have any birthmarks?:nope
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:literally... yes; in a fight... no
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:my mom (how sad is that)
Have you ever been slapped?:nope
Do you get online a lot?:yup
Are you shy or outgoing?:depends on when you meet me
Do you shower?:yes
Do you hate school?:nope
Do you have a social life?:yup
How easily do you trust people?:you have to earn my trust
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?:nope
Would you ever sky dive?:nope
Do you like to dance?:yup
Have you ever been out of state?:yup
Do you like to travel?:yes... wish i could do it more
Have you ever been expelled from school?:nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?:nope
Do you want to get out of your hometown?:yes!
Are you spoiled?:some may think so
Are you a brat?:yeah
Have you ever been dumped?:yup
Have you ever gotten high?:nope
Do you like snapple?:some flavours
Do you drink a lot of water?:nope
What toothpaste do you use?:colgate
Do you have a cell phone?:yes
Do you have a curfew?:nope
Who do you look up to?:no one... wow thats weird
Are you a role model?:maybe
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?:nope
What name brand do you wear the most?:levi's i guess
What kind of jewelry do you wear?:earrings, necklaces, and rings
What do you want pierced?:my belly button
Do you like takin pictures?:yup
Do you like gettin your picture taken?:nope
Do you have a tan?:nope
Do you get annoyed easily?:sometimes
Have you ever started a rumor?:nope
Do you have your own phone or phone line?:nope
Do you have your own pool?:nope
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:... boy shorts rock! ... haha
Do you have any siblings?:yup, a sister
Have you ever been played?:yup
Have you ever played anyone?:nope
Do you get along with your parents?:nope
How do you vent your anger?:i don't really vent my anger actually
Have you ever ran away?:nope
Have you ever been fired from a job?:nope
Do you even have a job?:yup
Do you daydream a lot?:yup
Do you have a lot of ex's?:yeah i guess
Do you run your mouth?:most of the time
What do you want a tattoo of?:i dunno
What do you have a tattoo of?:dont have on
What does your ex bf/gf look like?:short redish/brown hair, my height, braces, lots of freckles lol
What does your most recent crush look like?:short brown hair, just a bit taller than me
Whats her/his name?:Raf... hehe
Have you ever been bitched out?:yup
Are you rude?:nope
What was the last compliment you recieved?:hmm bf called me his beautiful flower... thats as close as it comes i guess
Do you like getting dirty?:nope
Are you flexiable?:yup
What is your heritage?:oh no the list: bohemian, dutch, british, irish, canadian!
What is your lucky number?:3 and 7
What does your hair look like right now?:its down and its looks really bad
Could you ever be a vegetarian?:nope
Describe your looks?:do i have to? shoulder length brown hair, gray eyes, slim, short, thats all you're getting
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?:blonde
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:... i am ...
Would you ever date someone older than you?:... i have ...
When was the last time you were drunk?:prom
How many rings until you answer the phone?:two
Have you ever been skinny dipping?:nope
If yes, when was the last time?:
When was the last time you went on a date?:umm i had a double date with liz and brock on umm June 22
Do you look more like your mother or father?:mother
Do you cry a lot?:yup
Do you ever cry to get your way?:yup
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:i dont have a phrase i use on the phone
Are you the romantic type?:yup
Have you ever been chased by cops?:nope
What do you like most about your body?:my gray eyes... they're unique... well i like to think so
What do you like least about your body?:haha everything
When did you have your first crush?:umm kindergarden
When was the last time you threw up?:umm after the halloween/b-day party... i was really sick... and not just from being drunk
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?:brunettes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?:yes
What about cleavage?:yes
Is your best friend a virgin?:nope
Have you ever fucked someone up?:nope
Have you ever been fucked up?:nope
What theme does your room have?:girly
What size show do you wear?:5 1/2 i have tiny feet. lol
What is your screen name on AIM?:{{Around, leave one}} ... Sarah (L) Raf (L) ... :) 6 Days :) ... It seems like forever ... 18 in (^) 8 Days (^)
How are you feeling right now?:ok i guess... kinda lonely... i'm the only one in the house
When was the last time you were at a party?:does prom count? no... then ummm christmas
Have you ever given a lapdance?:yup
Have you ever recieved one?:nope
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?:not that i know of
What is one of your bad qualilties?:i use sarcasm as a defense and to hide my true feelings
What is one of your good qualilties?:i'm kind
Would you marry for money?:nope
What do you drive?:a car. haha
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?:neither
So?:...
Well?:...
When was the last time you cried in school?:umm when we watched the great gatsby in english class... at the end of the movie
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:nope
What kind of music do you like?:i like all sorts, but mostly hip hop/r&b i guess you could say
Would you ever bungee jump?:nope
What is your worst fear?:to lose my friends and the people i hold dearest
Would you ever join the army?:yup
Do you like cows?:i like to eat them... does that count
If you were to die today, what would you do?:live life the way i always would, but make sure that the people i love knew i love them
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?:Live (there's behind that, if you wanna know, just comment)
Do you like to party?:yup
Hearts or broken hearts?:hearts
Moons or stars?:stars
Coke or pepsi?:PEPSI!!!
Favorite scent?:cinnamon
Favorite band?:neverending white lights
Would you ever dye your hair red?:a dark red
How many languages can you speak?:2
What time are you finishing this?:8:44
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Sarah's Reading Frenzy [20 Jul 2006|05:55pm]
[ mood | .::. 2 in 5 days! .::. ]
[ music | I Am Your Angel --> Celine Dion and R. Kelly ]

Ok so I've been a freakish reading frenzy lately. well not really a frenzy. but well I've read 2 books in the span of 5 days. so that's more than usual for me. so :P lol. but yeah. i've decided i'm going to keep a book list for myself really.
so lets get started

1. The Alchemist by Paul Coelho
2. Charmed & Dangerous by Candice Havens (and yes it was a romance novel. but not like the usual romance novel... and no where near a harlequin thank god!)


up next:
The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown (i've been putting off reading this for a while for some reason. but well i have nothing else to read)

if anyone has any suggestions or ideas on books i should read let me know! yays! lol.

so off to reading i go!

talk to ya'll later!
**hugz&kissez**
all my love and so much more,
~Lassie!~

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Stolen from Ness... who took it from Shan... who took it from David. lol [18 Jul 2006|12:20pm]
[ mood | content ]

- - - - - - - Your Life: The Soundtrack - - - - - - - -
So, here's how it works:
Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's playing.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Some songs fit perfectly.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Opening Credits: Not Ready To Make Nice - Dixie Chicks
Waking Up: Crushed - Rosette
Falling in Love: Unbreak My Heart - Tony Braxton
Fight scene: The Grace - Neverending White Lights [thats so wrong. lol]
Breaking up: Wonderwall - Oasis
Getting back together: Broken - Seether featuring Amy Lee
Secret Love: There You'll Be - Faith Hill
Life's okay: Everytime We Touch (Radio Mix) - Cascada
Mental breakdown: Nobody Wants To Be Lonely - Ricky Martin and Christina Aguilera [and yes i'm ashamed that i listen to this song. lol]
Driving Flashback: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Partying: If It's Lovin' That You - Rihanna
Happy Dance: Bulletproof (Ablum Version) - Blue Rodeo
Regretting: I'll Be Seeing You - Billie Holiday [thats a good one!]
Long night alone: Unfaithful - Rihanna
Final Battle: The Voice Within - Christina Aguilera
Death scene: Leaving on a Jet Plane - Chantel Kreviazuk
End credits: What's Left Of Me - Nick Lachey

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Quizzies! lol [16 Jul 2006|10:44pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Afterglow --> INXS ]

fun fun!
Read more... )
ok thats enough for today.

talk to ya'll later!
**hugz&kissez**
all my love and so much more,
~Lassie!~

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OMG!! He's amazing!! [15 Jul 2006|04:05pm]
[ mood | cant believe he did that ]

ok so today started off kinda.... tiring. lol. i told raf last night that i would wake up early to talk to him before he left for sao paulo to leave for the north. so i woke up at 8 and went on the computer... and he didn't come online. so i ended up falling asleep on the couch in the basement. and then i went upstairs and spent the day there.

then...my dad came in from working in the garage and he had something in his hands... flowers. and i was like wtf? what are those? asking the stupidest question in the world obviously. but yeah anyways. lol. and so i go over and take them from him. so i take them and look at the delivery address and they're for me! hehe. so i put them down on the table and looked at the card. and it says "happy one month [raf]... i miss you" i started flipping out! i was like "oh he's good. dammit! now i cant yell at him for not being online this morning cuz this completely covers it." it was so sweet. i was completely shocked.

ok i'm done. wait... no im not. my boyfriend's perfect!! ok now i'm done.

talk to ya'll later!
**hugz&kissez**
all my love and so much more,
~Lassie!~

(edit: pictures of my flowers!)
My Pretty Flowers )

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Argh! [12 Jul 2006|04:03pm]
[ mood | .::. where are my stories .::. ]
[ music | If It's Lovin' That You Want --> Rihanna ]

ok. so argh!

i looked back on something i wrote the other day and dear god does it suck!

i don't know what it is but everything i've written lately has been crap. **cries** its really annoying. cuz not only is everything i write really bad, but i've been having a writers block. i havent had anything to write about in a long time. or at least i haven't come up with any new story lines to write on. its really annoying.

it's really annoying being a writer and not having anything to write, gar. well... back to brainstorming new stories. lol.

talk to ya'll later!
**hugz&kissez**
all my love and so much more,
~Lassie!~

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FIFA Update.... [11 Jul 2006|01:41pm]
[ mood | .::. hmmm .::. ]
[ music | I'll Be --> Edwin McCain ]



ok so i was reading an online article about the investigation going on about Zinedine Zidane's headbutt in the 2006 Finals against Italy. ok so they mentioned that there had been words between Zidane and Materazzi. so they feel that it was provoked. no that's not what bothers me. its what was said.

ok so Materazzi admitted to insulting Zidane, thus making the headbutt provoked. but there has been rumour that Materazzi called Ziadane a terrorist. However, Materazzi refuses that he called Zidane a terrorist. after hearing these allegations he stated, "I did insult him, it's true," Materazzi said in Tuesday's Gazzetta dello Sport. "But I categorically did not call him a terrorist. I'm not cultured and I don't even know what an Islamic terrorist is."

so i'm not really all that sure what to say about that. because well after a comment like that i can see how he wouldnt know what a terrorist is because it seems like he's stupid. however, turn on any news channel, open to any page of a newspaper and all you hear or read is about terrorism, and more acts of terrorism by the "Islamic terrorists". so i half want to believe Materazzi in that he didn't call Zidane a terrorist, but you have to wonder what he said, and how stupid someone who have to be to not know what a terrorist is.

but these are just my thoughts obviously. but i feel bad for Zidane because after the game he was not allowed to go onto the field and claim his silver medal... now think thats going a bit far. his team (which he is part of... for crying out loud he's that captain) just won the silver medal and because he got a red card he was not allowed to get his medal? that seems kind of ridiculous to me.

i also feel sorry for Zidane because he just ended his soccer career for good on a red card for headbutting someone after being provoked. now i'm not saying that the red card wasn't justified i just thought of all the players on any team he would be the one to keep his cool, mind you if i was called a terrorist i think i would fight back to because that is just inexcusable.

so yes that's all i really have to say. any one have any thoughts on the incident??

talk to ya'll later!
**hugz&kissez**
all my love and so much more,
~Lassie!~
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FRIENDS Quote Time [06 Jul 2006|03:11pm]
[ mood | love... a pleasant feeling ]

ok so i'm sitting in my basement watching Friends Season 1 on dvd, and Rachel just said something that seems so true now...

"Do you remember back in high school when you thought you'd fall in love and that would be it?"

well wow, that really hits close to home. and not that i'm saying that it has, or hasn't... but thats what its like for me.

earlier this afternoon i told raf yet again that i wasn't going to be able to go to Brazil to see him... god i hate doing that... but after he said a couple things he said
"the next 3 weeks will go by fast... i love you... wait for me"
after he said that the first thing that popped into my head was something like "i never thought about not waiting for you." over the past couple weeks (and yes i realize that its a very short period of time) that when i look to my future i don't see anyone else. i'll see myself sitting with friends, hanging out, going to dinner or a movie, but everytime i see him right there beside me. and then when i see myself crying about who knows what i see him sitting there with his arms around me comforting me. i dont see anyone else being there for me or with me like i do with him. and i know that might seem totally weird coming from me because i've never actually said anything like this before, but for the first time i think i can honestly say that i'm in love. and not in the sense that you say it cuz there's nothing else to say, but that i actually am. i've never been happier than i have been recently, and i've never felt more loved than i have since i've been with him. and i'll be honest with you... being in love is a great feeling... but it's also pretty scary, and i wouldnt ask for anything else right now.

oh! and thanks ness for the card. it really did help.
and that's a beautiful quotation that you put at the end.
k i'm going to share it with everyone cuz i love it so much... lol.

"If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again." ~Flavia Weedn

and with that as my end note.
i'll talk to ya'll later!
**hugz&kissez**
all my love and so much more,
~Lassie!~

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A Simple Entry [06 Jul 2006|01:28pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | After The Rain --> Blue Rodeo ]

I Hate Being Me

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